my favorite movie..

Yes! this theme is awesome! I had watched a lot of movies; cartoons, English, Hindi, Tamil, and Malay. Pirates of the Carribean, Transformers, Madagascar, Shrek, andmany more.  The most favorite and I adored it so much definitely Fast and Furious compilations. Last April, the seventh movie is on screen, Furious 7. I congratulated the boss or the head of the movies; James Wan. He had superb ideas and fantastic screen-plays. The production crews did a good job specially the actors and actresses. The movie set normally in Los Angeles.

Big salute to Vin Diesel (Dominic Toretto) who leads this movies, late Paul Walker (Brian O'Connor), Tyrese Gibson (Roman Pierce), Michelle Rodrigues (Letty Ortiz), Jordana (Mia Toretto), Ludacris, and the rest of the leads. The movie started with Fast & Furious in 2001 which is I am still in Standard Four. Even still kid, but I managed to watch and adore the racing, cars, actions, the ladies, and the leads of course! Dominic Toretto and Brian O'Connor were enemies back then, but he had fall in love with Mia so Brian O'Connor helped Dom to run away. So long time ago, right? 

2003, the crews came out with 2 Fast & 2 Furious gathered the leads as usual, Eva Mendes, Tyrese Gibson and more. 

Next franchise in 2006 is Fast & Furious: Tokyo Drift which represented Lucas Black (Sean) as the lead and helped by Sung Kang (Hans) and Bow Wow. The city looks amazing, I love Tokyo.

The fourth one is Fast & Furious 4 in 2009. I was in my foundation year. This part revealed new lead cast or Dom's new crew with Hans, Santos, Letty. However, the antagonist killed Letty in car-crash. Dom very sad and he wanted revenge to the evils group; Braga’s gang.  

Fast Five in 2011, this chapter includes Dwayne Johnson (The Rock) as Agent Hobbs. He tried to catch the whole crews but he can't. This chapter totally fantastic to me, the scene whereas Hobbs fought with Dom. Wow! The muscles vs muscles, boldness vs boldness, handsome vs handsome and yes, they are still in my mind.  

Fast & Furious 6 in 2013 which is I am in my working life. The setting in New York City, one of my adored place. They had new antagonist; Owen Shaw and also comeback appearance of Letty! Dom did not know about this, but one of Owen’s crew saved her and made her as a new girl in the gang. Unfortunately, Paul Walker left us on December 2013. It was a big loss for the production, fanatics, public, and me. I could not believe it at first, after watching the news and the results of the autopsy; we have to accept it, right? Currently, the productions were in the making of next chapter of this movie. He just did the halfway of the movie.  

Recently, Furious 7 in April 2015. You knew who the antagonist, right?  Can't imagine at all; the soft talker Jason Statham being a bomb-killer in this chapter. Gosh! James Wan totally changed him into a superb character. He was big brother (Deckerd) to Owen Shaw; the one who comma in hospital. Definitely, the one and only; Dominic Toretto did that to him. This magnificent chapter made my heart stomping advance due to the actions, fighting scenes between Hobbs with Deckerd; Dominic and Deckerd again, the cars, jumping movement in a luxury car in Abu Dhabi. Dom and Brian ‘flew’ with a car into three buildings in Abu Dhabi! It was super-duper awesome!! I can feel that I am flying too. For this chapter, I watched twice and cried again and again. It would not be regret for me. Yes, last part of the movie, the production includes the tribute of Paul Walker. The soundtracks ‘See You Again’ was hot right now and been the first top track for a month,I think. Wiz Khalifa and Charlie Puth made a good song to this tribute! Oh I forgot, Tony Jaa also played a role in this chapter, he fought with Brian O’Connor but at last, he dead. For those who did not know Tony Jaa, he is the lead of Ong Bak’s compilations. (Action Thai movie)

I watched these movies over and over and over. The family bonding in this movie was totally extensive and amazing, even you are illegally racer, but you still can be together in whatever situations are. They still together even some of them left them, full with sadness, happiness, laughter and their own characters. It was amazing and I think other movies do not have this kind of feelings and moments or I can say as it is not naturally and definitely follow the scripts.

Fast & Furious compilations are always and still being my favourite movie.

p/s: Furious 8 is on the way! Yeay! Can’t wait!

Below is the link to the song, enjoy!!
https://youtu.be/RgKAFK5djSk 

moments I won't forget!

In my life, I think there are several embarrassing moments happened to me. Schools, kindergarten, my house. Perhaps every one had their moments,right? Back to my story, one of the embarassing moment in my life happened during my primary school. I was in Standard Four, my Malay subject teacher had gave us several homeworks and we already had alot of works. Maybe we do not had ample time so we cannot completed it. The teacher totally angried with us and start to nag and nagged and nagged. Later, she asked us to do 'duck walk' or jalan itik as our punishment. We had to shuttle ten times from my class till the end of the corner of the corridor. We had to line up and I am the last one in the row. We started the punishment and everyone looked and drastically laughed to us. It was so shameful to me. For a week, everyone laughed at us and kept talking about the moment. 

Next one, it happened to me during my Form Four. It was my TOV examination for Additional Mathematics subject. The teacher scolded and suspected the whole class copied from the answer scheme. In addition, she warned my class to make sure next examination was the honest one. When she marked those papers, she gave us approximately 5 to 15 marks only. It was humiliating to the class and my form teacher. Even we honest and gave prove that we would not do such things but she did not accepted it. Hence, we just silent and promised ourselves to improve to the teacher. Every teacher looked down to us and kept saying bad things to our class. Whole school knew about our problems and they still remembered for a long time. Last but not least, our mid-year exam increased drastically to show to the whole school that we totally honest. 

 So, those two moments were humiliated to me, my class and my life.

school memories..

This week is my school memories..Hmm..not so much of memories that I can recall. However there a few that came up in my mind during this time. Well, my primary had bitter and sweetness as a kid, a student, a daughter. I studied for six years in SK Sultan Sulaiman II (SS2). Firstly, when we registered for Standard One, every parents will waited for us the first day of school, right? So same with me, my mom waited me outside from the class as others but I just asked my mom went away from the class. I did not want to see her there, so I just asked her to go to work and left me alone. Unfortunately, my mother just waited there behind the doors and I could not see her at all. Later in recess, she kept watching me from distance and when my school finished, she took me home, she had scolded me about my reaction and I just kept quiet. Later she went back to the office. in the evening, she told my father about that and my dad said she already can do by herself. The next day, my mom did not wait for me anymore. Sometimes, when I recalled this moment, I had mad at myself because of the action. Maybe I do not want my mom to look after me that time because I can handle myself already. 

Secondly, Standard Four and Five, two years I had participated in Choral Speaking team for my school. For several times, it was awkward moment when we need to act in front of others, memorize scripts with actions and so on. Later we practiced and practiced, we already had courage to do everything in public. During competitions, sometimes we won the first or second place. During competition, we had our own enemy; the one next to us, SS1. Our school is side by side and a line of big, tall, shady trees only separated us at the school field. So, the school always became our enemy. Back to choral speaking, we had won the first place for school level during my Standard Five. That year, we won every competition until we can represent our school for School, District, and State level. Unfortunately, we lose and got the fourth place for our State level. If we win the level, we can represent our state to Sabah for national level. So sad! My Standard Six, just focusing to UPSR.

My primary's Badge

Okay, now we move on to my secondary's memories. I continued my five years in SMK Sultan Sulaiman (SS). Normally, for this school, people called us "SS Menengah" because of the same name with the primary. There are also people called us "Syok Sendiri" because cluster school and full with athletes, we more to sport centered, but our academic still excellent too. Okay, this time I had known about love or we can called as 'cinta monyet' or monkey love! It is normal event, right? Everyone had their monkey love during school hood. Haha, it happened during my Form Three, I had same class with him and then, we started to know each other. We spent time, laughed together and still together until Form Five. However, during my Form Four, we had a 'nice' fight and we could not speak for six months! I just did not bother it and I knew it was my fault but I just let it be. After that, our friends advised us to discuss and settle our problem nicely. Later, we got back together after bored with our friends' advises and their nagging. 

Another mistake I had done, I did not invite him for my class trip. Hahah! Each school will have school trips to travel around the Malaysia. My Form Four, we had school trip to Genting Highlands and Kuala Lumpur for three days two nights, that time I did not asked him to join us. I would not bother myself to ask him at all. What an evil! Therefore, we went to Genting and had our fun for two days. Snow World, Outdoor Theme Park, Indoor Theme Park and so on. I loved those memories, having fun with friends, games, coolness of the place! Next day, we went to Kuala Lumpur to cover up our activities in Genting, as we all know school trip is a learning trip. After we reached our school, my form teacher had been called by principal regarding the matter. Later, we had been warned by PK Hem, PK1, and a few more to make sure our class would not managed any trips anymore. Our class considered a BLACKLIST! The boy laughed evilly to me. What ever!

Form Five, we focusing to our SPM and there is nothing much memories that time. Schools also have camping trips, events, cross-country and many more so I always joined every activity my school held from Form One till Form Five.   

My secondary's Badge

My school

Eleven years schooling, there are a lot of memories we knew and remembered. Those memories are several which I can recall. Every memory had a lot of meaning to me.

person who inspired me?

In my life, I have parents, uncles, aunts and everyone giving advice to me since childhood to be a good girl, smart student, nice, kind, and hardworking and so on. Even we just have three people; my parents and I, but every person in my family; were such nice and good adviser to me. They always scolded me if I did mistakes but I knew they loved me more!.

The person who inspired me was my late step grandfather brother; I called him as Ayah (mother's side). He was so nice and treated me as his own grandchild. His wife is Mak and they had three children which are Syo, Ya, Cu. Started from my primary; Ayah always took care of me, fetching me from schools, tuition, extra classes, and so on. Ayah still working on JKR's department and Mak was a housewife. If I had classes in the evening, Ayah will fetch me and send me to my house. Sometimes in weekend, I slept at their house just to be around with Ayah. Sometimes, the three siblings were envy to me and they knew Ayah loved me. That time, Syo got offer letter to continue his studies in USM Pulau Pinang. After three years, he had graduation day so we three families; Ayah's family, my uncle's and my family went there with van to join him on his Graduation Day. During that time, I was in Form One; Ayah had spoken to me, "Ain, one day you will be here." That time, I had realized Ayah totally wanted me to be a successful person. Started from that, I made him as inspiration to myself. A few years later, Ya had her graduation and Ayah stilled spoke to me similar to Syo's graduation. Same goes to Cu's; Ayah still spoke to me like that. After that, I had my SPM results; it was not good enough. Everyone was upset with me except Ayah. He said, "It is okay, next time try harder". That time was sad moment to me because I had disappointed them especially my mom and Ayah. 

I had continued my foundation in Selangor and also Ya had been offered to pursue her masters level in UK on 2009. During departure; Ayah spoke to me again and he said "Later, I would like to send you in this gate". I heard and replied to him "Yes, you will send me". I cried and cried the whole night. Ya completed her Master and that time I was in my degree level. I remembered Ayah totally proud with me and he cried during my registration day. End of 2010, we went to Sabah to meet Syo because he was teaching there.

After a while, we had discovered Ayah had tuberculosis (TB) and his lungs were not well-functioned. Middle 2010, Ya got married and the reception was awesome because Ayah had sang a few songs to us. We were delighted looking him that time. Even he sick, but he did not showed to us at all. Ya and her husband stayed in KL due to their working places.  Early April 2011, Ya gave birth her first daughter in Hospital Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (HUKM). Ayah and Mak totally excited with their first grandchild. They went back to Terengganu and Ayah was happy to play and accompanied his grandchild. 

After that, he started to badly cough and cough and cough until he was admitted to Intensive Care Unit (ICU). We were sad and afraid might something bad happened to him. However, our God loved him more; 30th April 2011, the doctors had confirmed he was gone. At night, I heard the news and said to my mom, "I want to go home". That time, I was in the middle of examination week. That night; my grandma, Ya's husband and I rushed back to Terengganu and reached there around 8 a.m. I started to cry when I saw his body lying there. I recited Yassin, prayers and hugged my mom and cried loudly. Everyone was gloom and sad looking him. I could not see him at all. I said to my mom, 'He did not send me yet" and my mom replied "Fulfill his wish". Currently, I further my Masters level, on my registration day; I had spoken to Mak, "I can feel he is here". Mak just smiled to me. One day I will depart to continue my Phd to fulfill Ayah's wishes. I always remind myself Ayah is looking from there hence I have to try harder and harder to make sure he proud with me! I love you, Ayah!

Ayah and Mak

During Ya's wedding   

  

   My family. Ayah was the fourth from left.(Sabah)

childhood ambition..

Wow! Childhood ambition! Well I guess that particular time I had a lot of ambitions but I could not recall which is the most favorite to me. Well, I guess it was a child right? so it would not a big deal for adults to know our ambition. 

Let me try recall first..Hmm I think I want to be a teacher. I used to be in 'pasti' or kindergarten but this one is more to religious one; that is why the name was "Pasti As-Sabiqun". So far, our 'ustazah' or teachers always reminded us on how to be a good student so this is the starting point my ambition is want to be a TEACHER. I just want to educate people as my teachers one day. They taught us many things for two years and even we had choir or 'nasyid' competition and we represented our state; Terengganu to national level. The competition held on Pulau Pinang. The teachers were struggled to bend us to be good and smart students. 

During my kindergarten, I started to be a teacher. I will call upon around five cousins approximately my age as my victims to act as my students and we were having lesson in a 'mini class'. Actually, the class was just a few chairs made by pots or bricks and the blackboard was sands or lands. So everyone will circle around to see the 'blackboard' and every eyes were focusing to the soils. I taught a few things and giving them home works too.  Hence, they just raised up their hands to ask questions randomly to me.  Basically, the lesson was just on based what my teacher had taught me in class. So I shared the input to my students a.k.a my cousins. They never scolded me or refused to act like that and later, in different time; next cousin will took turn to be a teacher. If I not mistaken, the lesson was just nonsense and I had no idea what I was doing that time.

In addition, when I am having exams in my real class; I will distribute exams too into my mini class. The questions were superb ridiculous that came out from my mind such as "when did you bathed?" or "who is your crush" or "are you going to marry me" and so on. Totally, the class did not boring at all and full of laugh. We were kids so we would not know the exact meaning of the lesson. Sometimes, my grandmother joined our class too and she acted like "Guru Besar" or headmistress. She will come over to our class and checked our cleanliness such as clothes, nails, hairs, and faces including the teacher too; me. If she saw untidy and messy; she will 'rotan' us with a wood stick or in English, we called as beat.

She will nag till end of the class. I also was one of the victims and automatically acted as a student. One of my cousins will rang a bell used his mouth to make her stop nagged. Everyone will said thank you to our headmistress and started to run away and left everything behind. This mini class held every Wednesday but we always take turn to teach the students.

During our primary schools, my cousins and I were seldom seeing each other anymore. My family moved out from my grandmother's house (my father's side) when I was in Standard Two. Primary schools already a boring era for me because of no one take care of me so my parents sent me up to my grandmother's (my mother's side) after school. While i was there, there was no one who same batch or age with me; so I rarely to play teacher-teacher again and I was just completing my home works, playing by myself, helping my grandma's and waited my parents to fetch me up in the evening. 

Those days were still remained in my mind until now. From this childhood ambition, I keeping my words to be a teacher one day, Thankfully, I finished my study, had my interns and I was offered to be a lecturer. That was not my exact goal but I am totally happy that it was similar job as a teacher. I still can educate people in my life. Lecturers and teachers is just same condition; educating people in daily life to generate successful people!

my scary experienced..

Basically when we talk about scary, it mores on to supernatural phenomenon and so on. But for me, scary experience happened to me last five years when my mom had minor operation. The operation under gynae department and they had to take out a little bit of the cancer cell to do an investigation about the cell. 

It was scary moment for me and my dad, around 1hour and then she finally came out from the operation theatre (OT). Even it was just a while but for us, that time was scary. She had alot of diseases such as kidney, cancer, blood pressure, diabetic, heart and a few more. With all those diseases, my mom can be critical once she had problems during the operation. They can effect to her body and sometimes the heart can stop beating without any hesitation. Doctor always reminded us to be patient and prepared ourselves if there was something bad happened. Later, she done with the operation and six hours she cannot move on the bed. I just wiped her lips and face to make sure she get little wet and coolness of the water. We were relieved she was okay and next day she can eat and talk as usual.

We always hoping that every single operation that she has to undergo, it can give us positive results to make ourselves relieved and happy. Madam Norhayati you are always be in our heart even sick or good condition. Mr. Zuraimi and I, always love you!! 

Pictorial diary..

Last Sunday; 15 March 2015.

Well..its stated as pictorial right? Enjoy!!

  

Traffic jammed!

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Nomm..Nommm..Nomm..

Last pit-stop..

my niece; Hanan

Exhausted but wonderful!!